WBUR’s Jack Lepiarz is no wimp. He not only braves live air multiple times a day as the station’s midday anchor, he also performs around the country as a circus whip-master, and even recently attempted to break the Guinness world record for whip strokes per minute.
But Jack has yet to defeat the most insidious physical and psychological challenge many of us ever face: his smoking habit.
He has plenty of company: Almost 1 in 5 Americans smoke, the CDC says. He writes here about some of the unexpected obstacles involved, in hopes of helping other would-be quitters and their supporters. And he’ll document his fight periodically this year. Please stay tuned. — Carey
I’m about to try again. This weekend will mark my fourth attempt to quit smoking over the last 10 weeks or so. At age 27, I’ve been smoking for a little more than seven years, with multiple attempts to quit every year since three months after I started. When they tell you that nicotine is as addictive as heroin, they’re not kidding.
I’m at the point where I’ve started and stopped so many times that I know what I’m getting into, but every time, I seem to notice a new symptom or side effect of nicotine withdrawal. Almost always, I’m surprised. We hear about cigarette cravings, irritability and other symptoms of withdrawal — but the process of quitting also carries with it some other, lesser known symptoms.
1. The Mental Fog
By far my least favorite side effect, and one that I find the hardest to explain. You know that feeling you have right after you wake up? Half present, half in another world? This is your brain — not on drugs. I’ve described it as similar to going a day without coffee — except worse. (Believe me, I’ve tried.) Or being in a state of constantly having just had two beers. You can’t focus, you can’t sit still, you can’t formulate any thoughts that last in your brain for more than 30 seconds.
Except for how much you want a cigarette.
2. The Smell
This is one that sneaks up on you. Most people know that smoking dulls your sense of taste and smell, but it’s such a gradual process when you start smoking that you don’t notice it. For me, it rarely takes more than 36 hours to get those senses back strongly — and never in a good way.
The first time I really noticed it was last winter, when after a day of not smoking I drank a soda and nearly spat it out. I never knew it was that sweet.
The smell aspect hit me when I tried to quit on a hot, humid day in July. Long story short, we all need to wear more deodorant. Also brush our teeth more. Also, cities just smell awful in general. Also, yes, I recognize the irony of a smoker complaining about bad smells. You notice just how bad cigarettes smell, too.
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